Fiearius let out a disgruntled ‘hmph’. “Why do you think we’re here?”

“Vacation?” said Finn brightly, jabbing a thumb back toward the door. Dropping his hand, he shrugged. “Nah, you picked a good spot. Goddora was never that popular on Archeti. Most are glad he’s snuffed it; probably won’t run into anyone who wants violent revenge … ”

“Well, that’s comforting,” said Leta dryly. Quite ready for this conversation to be over, she glanced to Cyrus. “Ready to go?”

Cyrus, who didn’t look remotely ready by the expression on his face, stuck the map in his pocket and nodded. “As I’ll ever be.”

Leta was surprised to see a look of pity flicker on Fiearius’ face.

“Hey,” he called, catching Cyrus’ attention. He used his one good shoulder to push himself from the wall and he stepped to his brother. “Take care of yourself, alright? And don’t worry about the fuel, I’ll find someone dumb enough to hook up to a ship in the middle of town.”

Cyrus frowned, taken aback. “I thought you were on a break…”

Fiearius shrugged one shoulder. “Ain’t no rest for the wicked.”

“I…don’t think that’s what –” Cyrus began.

“You’ll do fine.” Fiearius patted him on the shoulder cheerfully before turning back to Leta. “And you,” he told her bluntly, his eyes drifting toward a glare. “Don’t you dare let him die.” He kept his long, intense stare on her face before breaking into a wide smile. “Have fun, kids!”

Cyrus rolled his eyes and beckoned Leta to the ramp. She started to follow, but not without throwing a distracted look toward Fiearius, her needy patient. “No more window jumping, got it?” she growled, suddenly alarmed by whatever business deal Fiearius was planning himself. “Your arm’s barely — “

Before she could finish her threat, another voice rang out, causing everyone to turn.

“Hang on!”

It was Corra. She was hurrying down the stairs, fully armed with at least three guns strapped to her tiny body. She practically flew across the room, nearly colliding with Cyrus as she skidded to a halt and grabbed his arm. “I just heard,” she panted through heavy breaths, “I can’t believe…you’re gonna go…do this…without me.”

Looking dumbstruck,  Cyrus opened his mouth and finally stammered, “I didn’t want to bother you and I thought–”

“And I can’t believe,” she went on breathlessly, ignoring his stammers and rounding on Fiearius, “You were gonna…let them go…on their own.” She looked at him furiously. “These two! Are you…crazy?!”

Appearing as perplexed as his brother, Fiearius blinked down at her slowly. “Depends who you ask?” he offered unhelpfully.

Corra released a frustrated groan, sucked in one more heavy breath and glared at Cyrus. “I’m coming with you,” she informed him matter-of-factly, her tone practically daring him to challenge her.

Cyrus was apparently up to the task. “Are you sure?” he asked, stupidly. Leta saw an odd, confused hope fill Cyrus’ eyes, like he couldn’t quite believe what was happening, but he wanted to. Actually, in her week aboard, she’d never seen Cyrus look at anyone like that. “I mean, after–”

“I’m coming with you,” she repeated harshly.

Cyrus seemed incapable of putting words together anymore, so Leta wondered, “What made you change your mind?”

Corra’s frown softened, and she gave a sheepish, kind smirk. “I can’t just let you guys go out there alone,” she admitted, sounding breathless but determined. “If something happened? I’d…I’d never forgive myself. If we can’t look out for each other, who will?”

Sincerity blazed in her round brown eyes, and Leta was taken aback. It made sense that she wanted to help Cyrus — they were clearly friends, perhaps more than friends — but Corra grasped her forearm too, like they’d known each other forever.

“I — guess you’re right,” said Leta finally, beginning to smile in spite of herself. At least until Finn interrupted.

“This is really touching,” he said, beaming at them all. “So how come no one’s invited me, eh?”

Still grasping Leta’s arm, Corra turned back to Finn and frowned. “Because I don’t trust you,” she stated simply. “Any ‘friend’ of his,” she gestured to Fiearius, “is bound to be trouble.”

“Well, fair point,” Finn conceded. “Shame you won’t ask my help though. I’m more than just a pretty face, Corra… ”

Indignantly, Fiearius laid a protective hand on Finn’s shoulder. “S’alright, mate. They’re just jealous.”

Rolling her eyes, quite ready to be away from both Fiearius and his obnoxious friend, Leta steered them toward the door and fell into step beside Cyrus.

“Let’s just get this over with,” she muttered, but now she felt slightly more confident in their chances. After all, unlike her last three painful months on Vescent, at least she didn’t have to face this task alone.

“Shh!” Leta hissed, swiping her hand sideways to shut the man up, weary of his voice carrying to the bridge. Whatever he was about to say, Leta was certain it wasn’t the time: after all, she was joining Cyrus on Archeti, against all of her better judgement, and the last thing they needed was a blow to his confidence.

He certainly had looked nervous at breakfast this morning. She wasn’t feeling particularly good about this plan either, but it was obvious Cyrus hated his new position as captain and all the attention it brought, so she had done her best to smile at him encouragingly. Or she’d hoped it was encouraging. Hopefully the smile had read, we can do this! Or perhaps, you’re an amazing interim captain! And not, please don’t kill us.

Stopping to help the older man to his feet, Leta then edged around him and turned into the bridge entrance, pausing on the threshold.

Fiearius was in the co-pilot’s seat, relaxed as if he’d just finished watching a mildly interesting film. Beside him, Cyrus was frozen, his hands still on the controls, apparently at a loss for words.

“So everyone’s fine,” she told him lightly, not entirely certain this was true (Rhys groaned from the hallway). “So I’ll finish getting ready? And I’ll meet you in the cargo bay, Cyrus.”

In response, Cyrus said, his voice a little shriller than normal, “Yep. Okay. Thanks.”

Exchanging a look of concern with Fiearius, Leta backed out of the room.

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Ten minutes later, Leta threw her med bag over her shoulder (she’d come more prepared this time), and took the stairs down into the cargo bay. The wide room was crowded and lively, which Leta found interesting, as Archeti wasn’t exactly a fun landing point. The ship’s ramp door was down, providing a view of the landscape; even in her brief glimpse, the city of Genesi looked grim.

The deckhands Nikkolai and Javier were sitting together atop a crate, Cyrus was hanging nearby reviewing a map in his hands, and Rhys was slumped against a wall, swigging from a bottle of whiskey. Corra seemed to be the only one missing from the scene, and Leta felt a pang of guilt that she hadn’t stopped to see how she was doing. After how nice Corra had been, giving her a gun lesson, letting her borrow a set of her clothes …

Leta was distracted somewhat when she realized even Fiearius was present. He was leaning against a beam on the wall, talking with someone Leta didn’t recognize, but must have been from Archeti. The stranger was tall and lean, young thirties perhaps, though the unruly cut of his brown hair and the grin on his face made him look boyishly youthful.

“ — such a brilliant entrance there, mate,” the man was saying, grinning at Fiearius. A cigarette stuck out from the corner of his mouth as he spoke, his voice slightly muffled by it. “One of your best. Few more of those and maybe you’ll realize it’s time to recycle this hunk of junk?”

“Junk?!” Fiearius repeated incredulously. “She ain’t junk. I resent that. And I’m offended you’d think I would land her like that too. I’d do a better job even with this damn thing,” he gestured to the sling holding his arm. Rolling his eyes, he grumbled, “Junk. Better than that Carthian shit you fly any day. Everyone knows Carthians can’t build ships for the life of ‘em.”

“Oho, I can’t wait to show ya just how wrong y — wait, hang on,” he said, spotting Leta and suddenly swiping the cigarette from his mouth. If it were possible, his grin broadened, and his eyebrows lifted in what was, undeniably, appreciation. “Fiearius. Are you cheating on me? I thought what we had was special … why didn’t you tell me there was a new woman in your life?”

“I guess that depends on how you’re defining ‘in my life’,” Fiearius muttered under his breath, eyeing Leta in distaste. Then he let out a sigh and introduced diligently, “Finn, this is some doctor from Vescent that my brother decided to kidnap. Presumably, he did so for the sole purpose of pissing me off.”

“Ah, well in that case, we all owe Cyrus our thanks,” said the man. Without missing a beat, he stepped before her and stated cheerfully, “Finnegan Riley, old friend of Fiear’s, what’s your name?” and stuck out his hand.

Leta only stared. The man simply oozed boyish charm. She regarded him in both disgust and amusement, not taking his hand. “It’s Leta,” she deadpanned. To Fiearius, she rose her eyebrows in surprise. “You have friends?”

“You have a name?” Fiearius quipped back.

At this, Finn barked a laugh. “Oh, you two are adorable,” he said sincerely. Then he looked back to Leta, wagging a finger at her. “You — hang on … You were with Fiear when he killed Goddorra, weren’t ya? The second shooter?”

Leta, who had been looking over her shoulder to find Cyrus, snapped her attention back. “How’d you know about that?”

“Ah, everyone across the span knows by now, darlin’,” said Finn, an Archetian twang of an accent to his voice. Grimacing and grinning at the same time, he mused to Fiearius amicably, “As if the Dionysian needed more people coming after it. So, you paid dearly for that one yet? Goddora’s pals probably have a few words for you two.”

Perhaps she looked as poorly as she felt; when she sat down, a warm voice greeted across the table, “Good morning, Leta. Sleep alright?”

It was Aiden, the so-called ‘human resources’ director that Cyrus had introduced her to her first morning aboard. As far as Leta could tell, he was among the oldest aboard, late thirties perhaps, with flecks of premature gray in his light-brown beard. He also seemed polite and normal, which made Leta wonder what the hell he was doing aboard the Dionysian.

Without asking, he poured her a mug of coffee and slid it over. Leta considered answering his question the polite way, but something in his voice made her falter. “Not particularly,” she admitted after a moment.

“I wouldn’t either, after what happened yesterday.” He did not look surprised. In fact, he looked a little upset, a furrow in his brow. “I wouldn’t blame you if you demanded to be let off at the next port.”

Leta managed a small, wry smile. That same thought had occurred to her in the middle of the night. “Not just yet. First I need the captain’s help with something. Maybe you could put in a good word for me,” she suggested, but only half-heartedly. Her voice was a tired mumble.

“Sure. Fiearius is no stranger to odd favors. And jobs. And he even listens to me sometimes.”

Leta lifted the steaming mug to her lips, and then paused. She couldn’t help but ask, “Do these jobs always involve so much bloodshed?” She thought he might laugh, but instead, he smiled in understanding.

“I wouldn’t be here if they did.”

In the middle of the restless long night, Leta had felt like swearing off the ship forever. But now she was actually feeling a bit curious again. “So why are you here then?” she asked, not unkindly.

He frowned in thought. “It’s funny, really,” he mused, leaning back in his chair. “Everyone’s got a different reason for being aboard. Like Niki — “ He nodded toward the younger blonde boy about twenty years old, sitting nearby, chatting animatedly over breakfast. “He came aboard to sidestep some gang trouble on his home planet. And Javier, sitting next to him — he just wanted a job on a ship; this is his first time away from home.”

“And Corra,” Leta interrupted, unable to help herself. She couldn’t help the surge of protectiveness she already felt of the other woman aboard. “She’s here because Fiearius bought her.”

Aiden looked briefly surprised, but not unpleasantly so. “Yes, that’s right,” he said. “Corra was once an ally. Now she is no longer enslaved, in any sense of the word. That was three years ago now.”

“Three years,” Leta repeated quietly, and then she remembered more of what Cyrus had told her the first night aboard. “Is that when Fiearius fled Satieri then? Why did he have to flee, anyway?”

For the first time in the conversation, she saw Aiden hesitate. A subtle pause passed between them in which the lines framing his eyes wrinkled slightly. Possibly he had not expected her to be so sharp.

Sounding genuinely apologetic, he said, “Well, I don’t know that whole tale, I’m afraid,” which meant Leta was getting the runaround even from him.

“Uh huh,” she agreed sarcastically, but with some amusement.

Aiden looked briefly amused at her candor. “And the reason I came aboard — unemployment, mostly,” he laughed. “I ran into Fiearius accidentally and needed a lift out. I was a professor on Acendia before I was let go.”

In spite of herself, Leta felt a touch of interest. “You were a professor? My mom was as well. She taught science courses for years.”

“Is that right? I taught mostly philosophy, some general psychology. Which — let me tell you, has really come in handy with this crew,” he said and grinned, an effect that made him fleetingly years younger.

Out of the corner of her eye, Leta caught a glimpse of a familiar mess of black hair in the entryway. Cyrus. He was glancing over the room urgently, and it quickly became clear what he was looking for: her. As soon as their eyes met, his stance relaxed, albeit forcefully, and he strode towards the table where she and Aiden sat.

“Morning,” Cyrus greeted. Dark circles hung under his eyes and his smile was strained to the point that it almost seemed to be a grimace. Clearly, Leta was not the only one who hadn’t slept last night. “How are you two doing?” he asked. “Hope I’m not interrupting…”

“Of course not, Cyrus, have a seat,” said Aiden, pouring him a mug of coffee, which Cyrus accepted as he lowered into a seat rather hesitantly, as if he wasn’t so sure breakfast was a good idea after all. “How fares our fearless leader?”

Distractedly, Cyrus said, “Oh yeah, he’s eh, he’s alright. I think. Just resting.”

Leta wanted to ask him if he’d talked to him at all about Ren, but something in Cyrus’ face — exhaustion and stress — told her it wasn’t the time. “His arm can begin to heal properly now, he’ll be fine in a few week’s time,” she assured him. “Especially once we re-stock on med supplies.”

“Right,” Cyrus agreed, all too quickly. His hands suddenly jumped around his mug as though he were about to say something, but had to brace himself first. After an uncomfortable pause in which Aiden and Leta glanced at one another, Cyrus blurted out, “About that. We think we have a plan. We’re heading to Genisi.”

Leta blinked. She was surprised (although maybe she should not have been), by Cyrus’ sudden plan and even more so by his choice of destination. Archeti’s capital city was gang-ridden and filthy. “So, another job?” She stared at him. “There?”

Cyrus nodded. “We can trade there. Our guns for their medical supplies. Fuel too. If this goes well, we’ll finally be back on our feet again,” he explained, though there was a distinct note of skepticism in his voice. “I’ve already reached out to one of our trading partners in the city. Fingers crossed he gets back to me by the time we land…”

Leta found herself nodding, though she wasn’t feeling particularly enthused by this plan. But at least she wouldn’t have to go with him this time. She had no intention of repeating yesterday.

Across the table, Aiden noted curiously, “Sounds like you’re our fearless leader at the moment then, Cy. You taking the lead on this?”

Cyrus met Aiden’s eyes with a distinct pang of despair. “Afraid so,” he muttered. “I don’t think Fiear’s in any shape to…you know…be Fiear. So I’ll handle it. But…” His voice trailed off and he looked down at his fingers tapping on the table. “I need some help.”

There was a pause in which Leta looked between Cyrus, who pointedly avoided her eyes, and Aiden, who looked politely curious. Suddenly feeling alarmed, Leta almost laughed aloud. “Wait. Like, to go with you?”

Suddenly seeming just as alarmed as her, Cyrus looked up and defended, “Well I can’t very well go alone. Even Fiearius doesn’t walk into these places solo. If it’s me? It’s suicide. And…well…” Again, he averted her stare. “I would take Corra, but she’s not really in any mood right now after yesterday. And Rhys doesn’t listen to me. Most of the deckhands have never held a gun in their lives. I wouldn’t trust Ludo to make the situation any less dangerous than it already could be.” He turned to Aiden. “Don’t suppose you’d do it?”

“Afraid not, Cyrus,” said Aiden. He smiled apologetically, but his voice was firm. “You know I’ve quietly retired from off-ship jobs.”

“Yeah, I didn’t think so,” Cyrus grumbled before swooping his pleading eyes back to Leta. “You’re my only option here. And more importantly, what I need to trade for is medical supplies. Medical supplies I know nothing about. I need some expertise at my side.” He let out a hopeless sigh. “I know it’s not ideal. I know yesterday was terrible, but it won’t be like that. This should just be a simple in and out business. If you really don’t want to, I understand. I’m not gonna force you into anything.” The begging in his widened eyes grew intense. “But I’d really feel better if you were there…”

Already, Leta was shaking her head no, ignoring the desperation written all over his face. But, horribly, he wasn’t totally wrong about needing her: for Fiearius to really heal (and thus, to really help Ren), that infirmary of theirs needed an overhaul. And it was a bit unrealistic to ask Cyrus to learn pharmaceutical knowledge in a day’s time …

Angrily, she said, “And you swear it’ll be nothing like yesterday?”

Instantly hopeful, Cyrus declared, “I swear. Nothing like yesterday. That was just…stupidity. There’s no way this can go wrong. We just go in and trade the stuff and get out. Simple.”

Leta could hardly believe she was going on another one of these; really, she was becoming exactly the kind of stupidly reckless person her father had always feared. Though if she were being honest with herself, she knew why she agreed: these days, it wasn’t like she had much else left to lose.

Fiearius’ skeptical glare met him quickly. “Do you think I even can do it? If I’m right, if he’s on a Society prison ship?” He scoffed lightly. “I’m appreciative of her help and all. And..I guess having a doctor around isn’t the worst idea ever. But what she wants in return is…it’s impossible. Even for me.”

Cyrus could probably count the occasions on which Fiearius leveled with him honestly on one hand. Even as his brother, he was mostly submitted to the dramatic bravado and cocky overconfidence that everyone else saw. Those rare moments when he actually broke that down and gave him the straight truth were few and far between, but that only made him more conscious of it. If Fiearius was actually honest about a thing? It meant something. And it worried Cyrus.

“Did you tell her that?” he asked quietly.

Fiearius groaned. “Not exactly. I said I’d think about it.” He noticed Cyrus’ disapproving frown and hurried on, “What? I will think about it. Send me those coordinates whenever you get them. But dov’ha i’reata…couldn’t she just wanna get paid like normal people? Why’d you have to pick up the one with the goddamn tragedy for me to fix?”

Cyrus shrugged his shoulders innocently. “I don’t think she’d still be here without it. When has the Dionysian ever picked up someone normal? Haven’t you noticed, we’re a magnet for weirdos.”

“And tragedy,” Fiearius admitted with a sigh.

“And desperation,” Cyrus added.

“And trouble.”

“That one’s your fault,” said Cyrus bluntly. Fiearius glared, but it dissolved into a proud smirk. “While you’re up, by the way,” Cyrus went on, “The engine’s back in working order for the time being. We can start heading forward. Wherever forward is.”

“I leave that to you, captain,” Fiearius sighed as he waved off the concern with his hand. “I am officially on leave.” He shot him a look that dared him to challenge the statement. “I can probably get my doctor to write me a note if you’ve got a problem with that.”

Inherently, Cyrus wanted to argue the point. The ship was in a crisis. They needed income and they needed it now, but hell if Cyrus knew where to get it from. He was an engineer, not a damn criminal like his elder sibling. Taking charge now? A horrible idea.

But alternatively, he was in agreement that Fiearius needed to rest. One more stab at that injury and they’d probably have to amputate. The more he rested now, the better off he’d be in the long run. The better off they’d all be. So as much as he dreaded the idea of this ship being under his command any longer, he couldn’t really argue.

“Fine,” Cyrus grumbled. “I won’t ask you to strain yourself or anything…” The bitterness, however, he couldn’t hold back. “But a little advice would be helpful. We’re out of money, we’re nearly out of fuel, Leta says you’ve basically used up all our medical supplies in the last day, and all we have to our name are those stupid marked weapons no one’s going to want. News about Goddora’s probably already spread. Everyone will probably be too wary to trade with us. On leave or not, you can’t tell me you don’t have any ideas. Next steps. A hint would be nice.”

Fiearius smirked up at him, clearly quite pleased with himself. It was all Cyrus could do to not reach down and jab at his injury again to wipe that look off his face. “You’re a smart kid, little brother,” he told him. “Hell, a genius, ain’t ya? It’s simple enough. Use your head. Where can we go that has plenty of fuel for ships they don’t own? And plenty of medical supplies they’re not using? And a mighty big need for weaponry, marked or no? A place that doesn’t give a shit about Goddora or the standard market?” Fiearius’ smirk widened as he watched his brother think it through. “A place even more desperate than us?”

Cyrus frowned as he considered the inquiry. “Archeti?” he realized suddenly. As Fiearius mimicked a congratulatory game show bell, Cyrus racked his brain for everything he knew about the place. The first colony, once such a grand title, now a pit of poverty where gangs ruled the streets and fought wars amongst one another as the people struggled to climb out. In short, it was a hell hole.

Fiearius was right though. Archeti was always in a state of desperation, even more desperate than the Dionysian, so they traded there frequently. They did have fuel. And they did have medical supplies. Ellegy and Exymeron were constantly shipping them onto the planet as a half-assed ‘charity’ effort. Neither donator ever seemed to care that those supplies always ended up in the hands of the gangs as leverage rather than the people who actually needed them.

“To Genisi, then?” Cyrus asked, naming the capital city of the Archetian wasteland. “Trade our shitty guns for their med supplies? And the fuel…”

“We can fill this whole ship for a month with one crate of those,” Fiearius told him.

“It seems kind of wrong though, doesn’t it?” Cyrus pointed out hesitantly. “One thing to trade guns for credits, but taking advantage of their resources like that? And giving more weaponry to the gangs…”

Fiearius sighed and shrugged his non-injured shoulder. “They’re gonna get ‘em from somewhere if they don’t get ‘em from us. It’s a dog-eat-dog world, little brother. We don’t have the luxury of morality right now. Gotta do what ya gotta do to survive. If that means trading with shitty Genisian gangs…” Cyrus sighed as well and nodded slowly. “Besides, some aren’t all that bad. You know which one to go to.”

Did he? Cyrus wasn’t so sure. He’d gone with Fiearius on one of the Archetian trades before and they’d met with one of the gang leaders. That was ages ago, back when Fiearius didn’t have much of an alternative option when it came to gunhands. But that must have been who he meant.

“Yeah,” he muttered, still skeptical. “Yeah, I know,” he said again, more confidently, though it was a false mask of it. “We’ll head to Genisi. Sort everything out.” He nodded slowly again, disbelieving all of his own words, and glanced down the hallway into the open door of the bridge. He could see the endless black of space beyond the window.

“In the morning,” he decided at last, feeling his exhaustion set in and a pit of discontent in his gut growing. He glanced back down at his brother, still slumped against the wall. “Eh…you sure you’re alright there? I can help you back to the chair in the bridge…”

“Nah, I’m alright,” Fiearius told him in a manner that made Cyrus question if he actually meant it or not. Though, he realized moments later, he didn’t really care. He grasped a rung of the ladder and started the climb upward into his quarters.

“Sleep well, little brother,” Fiearius called after him. “I leave the ship in your competent hands.”

As Cyrus reached the top of the ladder, he paused. He’d never gone out on one of  these things without his brother at his side. And his brother in the lead…For him to do this on his own? He was probably going to get himself killed. He cringed as he finished the climb and crawled up onto the floor of his room.

“Competent hands,” he repeated. “Right.” He looked down through the hatch at his brother who was now frowning at him with concern. Worried, Cyrus noted. “Well. Goodnight,” he muttered hurriedly and slammed the hatch shut before he could develop any worse feelings about what the next few days held.

Oh gods, how was he ever going to sleep now? Trading with Genesian gang leaders? He couldn’t do this. He was an engineer, not a space pirate. He fixed engines, he didn’t negotiate with street thugs. He couldn’t do this. He just couldn’t.

At least not alone.

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Leta was bewildered to find that breakfast was another noisy affair the next morning. Had everyone somehow forgotten yesterday already? A few crew members were indeed bandaged and bruised, but the mood seemed relatively light as she slipped into the crowded mess hall. As she entered, a cheerful round of ‘morning, doc’ greeted her. Perhaps not everyone aboard detested doctors quite as much as their captain did.

Nonetheless, Leta could not say she shared their good cheer as she found a table in the corner. A headache pounded through her skull after a night of little sleep, and she felt strangely jumpy and on-guard after another round of nightmares.